人往往都這樣而錯過的

刚刚在面子书看到这张图片...它的标题是---->人往往都這樣而錯過的
Emmm... 有种说不出口的心情... 会不会我曾经也那么样地错过了呢？
如果说是的话，那多么地可惜吖~


朋友曾和我说过一句话-----> 爱要大声说出来，因为你不知道明天和意外哪个会先到
这句话倒是挺有道理...
可是爱要大声说出来，谈何容易？
我第一次告白的对象是我暗恋了整整四年的学姐... 还要是通过电话信息的那种...

也曾经有位朋友一直鼓励我去和我喜欢的对象告白...因为那朋友的话，我检讨过我自己是否真的那么懦弱.. 我也觉得那朋友真的很勇敢...可是.... 当他处于和我之前一样的情况时... 却和之前的我一样那么犹豫不决...实在太令我失望了，想说怎么当初一直鼓励我告白的朋友，也会落的如此情景...
所以， 爱要大声说出来并非每个人可以做到... 用口说说，每个人都会...
当你处于那个情况时，你或许就不会那么想了... 毕竟，我们已不是十几岁那懵懂的傻妞了... 
我们顾虑的东西很多... 就如我们每一天都会很注意自己的言行举止... 
不过，当然...你有勇气把爱大声说出来也是件好事... 你很可能会因此不再是一个人... 


除了把对喜欢人的爱要说出来之外... 对父母亲的爱也是要勇敢说出来，父母亲对我们恩重如山... 我们也许怎么样也无法报答完他们的养育之恩... 但至少我可以让我父母亲知道，他们有一个很爱他们的女儿。
感恩~

 你身上专属的陌生味道
是我确认你存在的目标
不用来回张望也知道
竟是我们相隔着一个街角
这么久了
我还是可以感到
感觉 你到底对我多重要
不会被天黑天亮打扰
你每一次的温柔我都想炫耀
我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我比谁都更明白你的重要
这么久了我就决定了
决定了你的手我握了不会放掉
我答应自己不再庸人自扰
因为我有的我自己知道
只要你的肩膀愿让我靠

我们绕了这么一圈才遇到，我比谁都更明白你的重要，这么久了我就决定了，决定了你的手我握了不会放掉。

奋斗中

我在追逐理想的道路上奋斗中...

我相信明天会更好 ；）

SPM ? Regretful?

Today is the SPM results out day..Well, I know it's been awhile since I ve taken my SPM... Emm... just wanna write about my current feeling... stumbled across over a blog just now.. the blogger is a SPM student of 2011.. she got her result-(straight As) today...and she wrote about the ways of how she managed to get such result in her blog.. I feel so guilty and regretful after reading her blog... I am so regret of neglected my studies during my form 4 time... Like what people like to says.. Form 4 is the honey moon year for students... guess what? I was stupid enough and believe such a big joke.. my form 4's result was terribly bad especially Bio and + math... U ll definitely ve no idea about how bad was it... Thank God ~ I still managed to get a not-bad-not-good result for the SPM examination..
Ok, not going to write anymore of these shitty memories... IT WAS PAST... and I can't change the past... what should I do now is to concentrate closely toward my studies and make sure I WON'T REGRET ANYMORE!!!!
Study mood is activated~ Gotta strive hard and fight hard for my final exam!!!

The end of semester 2 :)

Yesterday was the last day of schooling of sem 2.. Emm... it s lil bit unbelievable.. cos I was rushing the assignment like a mad last week and this week I am so free and don even need to go for classes.

31 March.
Gonna sit for my first paper of the sem- Management and Organization in Financial Service

5 April.

Sit for my last paper of the sem- Business Finance


Seriously, I am still not in the revision mood : ( Haiz~ cultivating my study mood
The very awesome thing of sem 2 is we've scored a considerable mark for the BF assignment which is 93.5
I was shocked when class rep tells me that.. Sir told us the lowest mark of the whole programme was 7+ .. so far, i think our grade is considered very good :) 
Hope to score an Apple for BF paper in final exam.. is that possible?.. let's make it possible by start flipping and studying the notes now  XP

 

The SMS theme

I wish I could visit Paris je t'aime

 Just ve no idea why I always like to sneak out to the library and get some drinks 

during Mr. Owen Chan's tutorial : P

and even drink-like-a-boss in the classroom..hahaha

Bought 2 boxes of Eu Yan Seng Gold Label Pak Fong Pill @RM 167

and get the Thermos worth RM68 for FREE

It s super worth !!

Dear girlfriends, go grab yours now.. the promotion period until 8 April

It is my lunch time :D 

Bye

P/S

Happy Birthday to dear YY <3 

Truly sorry :(

Dear Grandpa, I am so sorry... I might hurt your son :'(

and

Daddy, Truly sorry for those unpleasant words I ve said...

I may not have a Perfect or Best family...yet.. to be honest, I know I am much more happiness than so many people.
Me should be contented... I used to be contented.. I am a contented girl.. I am grateful with every single thing I have in my life.. Thank God so much~.

I AM SO SORRY. may God bless me and my family :)

流浪

读了几个部落格后

的

感想

。。。

（一）

更坚定了自己想买相机的欲望

（二）

可不可以也像他们一样

背起个背包，拿着相机

带着自己的梦想

流浪去?

我真的很想暂时离开熟悉的地方

去个没到过的某某地方

然后在那边

。。。

。。。

。。

。。

。

发呆...

 很无聊

我知道

但，

至少

我的心灵可以得到放松

还有

也可以在那某某地方

留下我的

脚印

我知道我目前不会有这样的的机会

因为我没有经济上的能力

Emmm...

 

看着这张图片

 脑海不断的在想

坐在里头的乘客的心情会是怎样？

它

让我想要旅行的动力

很想知道这地方是哪里

...

【题外话-->感觉上，苏打绿的《无与伦比的美丽》和这图片很配】

回到现实，

LOL... 明明考试就快到了，为什么我还可以在那边发白日梦？！ 赶快啃书去呗...

话说回来，白日梦和梦想...都有个梦字... 如果梦想可以被实现...so, why can't 白日梦 to be achieved? good,很好的问题...有空再想...现在要发梦去了，晚安：）

为考试努力，为梦想而奋斗，加油！

心情：8/10 ^^  Hamtaro, the BEST : P

ta

昨天在面子书上

看到这个

。。。

然后有感而发的写了这个

。。。

致：未来的那个ta

我希望,

背个小包，装着我们的理想和所有喜欢的歌，牵着喜欢的人的手，坐着哐当哐当的火车，去旅行。

Lifey =）

期待已久的星期四

终于到了

assignments & test

settled了，就剩Final了

要开始啃书了

assignments & test已经尽力而为了，

结果如何，tutor 看着办吧~

我当然希望它们会是在我期望当中

上天保佑~

15 March 12

感恩,

一切都在我们的如意算盘中

星期四可以去享受我们的 steamboat buffet 大餐

哈哈

很满足的一天

很久没有如此狂吃了

虽然也花了不少钱

不过一切都很值得

和我的gang 有了一个很愉快的晚上

\(≧▽≦)/

我们滴大餐..Yippie

超爱这个芒果布丁，赞

 用超多tissue 的说，这只是一部分@@

我和Kah Mun ；）

 

To my gang, 因为有你们。。我想我的学院生涯会更加倍的精彩.

很开心，可以遇见你们：D.

  大家一起为未来奋斗！.

Oh gosh... final exam is around the corner~ wish us LUCK <3.

 11 March 12.
这天和燕燕&淑怡
去学校看舞台剧 《游子情》

相比起来，
我个人比较喜欢去年的 《回忆》
最大原因可能自己本身不是个游子，
所以没能有太多的同感深受吧！
不过整部舞台剧Overall来讲都很棒
有搞笑、感动、伤心的戏份
rate 8/10 

P/S
其实我一直都有个小小希望
which is 可以搬到宿舍去住一个sem
我觉得那边可以让我有每天温书的理由
因为，毕竟...
可以娱乐的东西有限
酱才可以逼自己温书，哈哈
可是hor,
如果现在和我老妈子提这个
我看她会把我骂到不懂像somok
还是想想就算了...
反正，人生也不就是如此
你想要做的事，未必是你可以做的
所以，
每当可以做自己想做的的事时，
都要好好的做
以及
学会感恩你所拥有的一切：）


emm，
我还记得去年看 《回忆》 时
看到眼泪都落下来，
它让我redefine【梦想】这两个字.
让我知道【梦想】对一个人有多大的影响.
我开始有了明确的【梦想】.


 

我的【梦想】虽然不宏伟，但每一天我都在默默的努力；
我也许渺小，但我值得自己骄傲！Y(^o^)Y

特爱这件裙 XD

其实，那天看 《游子情》

 有很多感慨

怎么说呢？

发现时间过得还真快

一年就这么过去了

去年有两位认识的朋友在舞台上演

今年 ... 却连演员们的样子都记不太清楚

；

去年的4个人

今天的3个人

；

去年是Diploma的学生

今年是Advanced Diploma的学生

；

去年还有很多认识的下乡团朋友在学院里

今年却剩下寥寥无几

；

 。。。

等等

可是hor..

唯一不变的是都是在赶assignment的时候

去年CRM assignment

今年MOFS assignment

 哈哈‘

忽然很想拥有一部相机...budget 1K-2K

这么少的 budget .. 都不知道可以买到自己ngam ''心水''的没有...

Anyway,会往好的方面想^^

这个semester break 一定要找到满意的part time job...

酱的话，我的相机才有''着落''... : P

我要赚钱！！！

加油，

从今天起，做一个简单的人，

不沉溺幻想、

要快乐、要开朗，

要坚韧、要温暖

要坦然、要慷慨、
要宽容、要有平常心。

 永远对生活充满希望，

对于困境与磨难，微笑面对。

多看书，看好书。少吃点，吃好的。

要有梦想，即使遥远。

Momo Paradise steamboat buffet ;))

Can't wait to finished up all the assignments

!!!!!!!!

Momo Paradise steamboat buffet

here I come

with the gang <3

 STEAMBOAT.

MY ALL TIME FAVORITE.

XDD.

frame of mind

前面的路还很远.

我可能会哭.

但.

我一定会走下去，

一定不能停.

因为.

我.

是.

陈玉美.

我必须坚强.

人生总有一些路是要自己一个人走.

孤独也是必然的.

我会走过去滴.

我知道我会.

我始终坚信.

我会！！

总有一天我会脸带笑容地看待回这些事再嘲笑现在的我是个大笨蛋.

  感谢老天爷~。

赐我一颗那么会安慰自己的心.

感恩 ：） .

 

emo-ing

4.01 a.m

 I m feel so sad at this moment

ve no idea why

I just emo for the emo atmosphere around me

 sometimes,

I just so hate myself

 Hate myself for over complacent in front of people

and

over emo when there s no one here

yet, I like to listen those sad songs whenever I get emo-ed

and

indeed, it ll get me even more emo-ed

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time to sleep

w-a-n-a-n

the other meaning of wanan is

【我-爱-你-爱-你】

我找不到 我到不了
你所谓的将来的美好
我什么都不要 你知不知道
若你懂我 这一秒
我想看到 我在寻找
那所谓的爱情的美好
我紧紧的依靠 紧紧守牢
不敢漏掉 一丝一毫
愿你看到 

March^^

It's March.

here to update about my current life
wanna blog about my life as more as I can

cos it ll soon become part of my treasure after years

3 more weeks to go before final exam

yet, still left 2 assignments undone :(

gonna be so damn busy in the following weeks

My new gang + assignment group mates ^^ except the guy la.. he was just disturb there

It s so ngam that all of us wore red shirt in that day

2 pairs of red white red,XD

12 Feb 12.

Went Frim with my classmates ;)

Too bad I don have the group photo with me

and the camera gal didn upload to Facebook.. so...

so glad there are quite many classmates came

it was like 11 people if not mistaken : D

 Suyi looks so cute in this photo : P

Pei Wen & I

19 Feb 12.

Went to Thean Hou Temple with parents

Do I look like 180cm beside my mommy ?! XDD

【my dad capturing skill is so poor !!!】

Lovely parents.

my sis boyf said that my daddy looks like Japanese

due to his beard.. Hahaha

The note that I got..

The content of the note is very good.. 

it said that I am always blessed with benefactors 贵人 who will come to me aid in time of need.

For marriage, I need a middle person 媒人 to help me..

Wonder who is interested to be the 媒人..

 kindly contact me if u re interested..

hehe..

Thank God, aft 2 hours of queuing finally got the 1 M'sia book vouchers

 and spent up at the same day

The Presentation Secret of Steve Jobs cost about RM 80+.

and I'd hope I can really gain something from the book :)

and I strongly recommend the book- How to stop worrying & start living

如何停止忧虑开创人生

it really works on me : D

The library cards XDD.

I didn even noticed that I still keep them with me till I found them few weeks ago ^^

I m look like a nerd when I was form 2 【 look at the pic on the yellow card】

I m looks so dark too due to Perbarisan

【one of the good memories of my secondary school life】

I joined Perbarisan for 2 years

omg~ I so miss those times 

when we were practicing Perbarisan in the field and Dewan Melati

I was a green house girl that time, Rumah Cempaka

Thanks to Perbarisan & Rumah Cempaka I got to met one of the most influential person in my life

*I-MISS-HER-MUCH

 I m so lucky.. our Rumah won for two consecutive years, hahaha

Cempaka the Best!!

seriously, I don know where my mum found this

this is something that I sewed for Kemahiran Hidup when I was Form one

spot my hand writhing there.. : D

 so funny right..haha

My mum used to force me drink this last time

Guess what.. I made it myself that day..

due to my 牙龈痛..ate too much deep fried food :(

 【as I grow up my mum have quit her bad habit of forcing me eat or drink something I don like】

 motivating myself.

It s so colourful, like it like it : D

You can hardly to see my desk is so neat

^^

 My notebook ; )

 The resolutions of 2012

1. Study hard and smart=> get to achieved my desired CGPA.
2. Save more money=> get to hit my target of the year.
3. Positive thinking.
4. Quit those stupid bad habits=> NO wake up late, last minute study, lazy, poor time management...
5. Improve my English=> blogging in English can be considered a way of improving my English..though there are many grammar mistakes or what..
6. Be more confident.
7. improve my presentation skill.
8. Spend more time with my family & friends.
9. Read more motivational books.
10. Get myself a boyf=> this gotta be my first love【 if the person is a boy】.

My fav sentences

有没有人爱，我们也要努力做一个可爱的人。不埋怨谁，不嘲笑谁，也不羡慕谁，阳光下灿烂，风雨中奔跑，做自己的梦，走自己的路。

 我会，

做自己的梦，走自己的路。

 Lastly, share with u guys a song from Rebecca Black, she is just 14 year old if not mistaken :))

so far I think this song is not bad, but I ve no idea why were so many people dislike this video.. was like 5++K dislikes.. the video with so many dislikes I ve even seen.

and I saw a very funny comment--> thanks to her I no more looking forward to the weekend. LOL...JUST CANT STOP LAUGHING..Hahahahaha XD

Btw, I still looking forward to the weekend <3

what about you? go listen it and judge it yourself  XDD