I'm back...I had been abandoned my blog for two months..wow~ is such a long time ago since I updated my blog.. Emm, seriously.. I almost...no no no..I was forgotten all the things happened during this two months.. so, I'm not gonna to write those minor stuffs..just write those still in my memory and meaningful things...hehe
It is 25 April 2011..5 more days to May...how time flies
I ve finished my short- semester 6 and also the final exam...what I can conclude is.. Not - in -the - Mood in doing everything..I'm became lazier and lazier..I ve no idea why I could become like this.. hate myself... sitting for 3 papers this exam.. 2 main subjects and 1 resit paper..yea, I resit for semester 1 subject QS.. almost everyone ll give me a shock facial expression when they heard about that..actually I do not mind people ask me whether I sit for any resit paper, just I do not like to explain, why don't I resit it in earlier semester.. don't ask me please, it will only reminds me of those sad memories..
About my final exam..Erm..I think I ve did my best and struggled for Customer Relationship Management- CRM and Quantitative Studies- QS.. and then Entrepreneurship- ES..17 marks is gone for sure.. I just hope I can pass.. God Bless me! I was having a super down mood after my ES paper, but I'm so glad that there is a friend- Neo Nyy was willing to stay by my side and listen to my grumbling.. +[Thanks you, dear]+.. I feel lyk to cry at that moment and I so disappointed to myself.. I really need one to comfort me, to motivate me..Thank God, there was one..we were sitting idly in front of DKZ for two hours after that head to Kepong for Lunch..
Change topic------------>
One year..has already one year since I ve transferred from Accounting to Banking and Finance..
One year,365 days..is not a vy long or short period..yet, I still not vy know my classmates..course-mates even poor...haha.. I'm weak in socializing.. yup, I knew that..anyway, still want to thanks Meii Ee who always tells me anything I wish to know about classmates or course-mates..can I call her as my consultant in DBF?!..kidding... Nevertheless, if one ask me whether I feel regret to transferred? My answer ll be=] NO, and there's also no way for me to be regret.. All I can do is keep moving on..
This decision is just look familiar with the decision that I ve made when I was in form 4 where I choose to go pure-sci stream class alone..hehe..
New Topic----------->
It is semester break now.. and it is also the beginning of boring and ''lifeless'' life
I'll be ''fa mou'' (mildew) vy soon if I still can't get a job.. watching TV , eating and sleeping..repeat the same thing everyday.. I wanna go shopping badly, No $$..
Going to interview a job this Wednesday.. Hope everything goes smooth..
thank to oversleep makes me missed an interview chance last week..No Oversleep again..
there's another reason that make me want to work even more is I do not want to stay at home and face my daddy, mommy, sister and brother..I do not like them anymore..sometimes I wondering , do I belong to this family? it seems we are alienated from each other..I feel lyk to move out, if I capable..
don't ask me why, cos no one ll understand my current feeling and situation...
I promised myself,--> I GOTTA BE STRONG!!!^^
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