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Review of 2011 :)

Yippie~ Final exam was over and holiday is waving and saying Hi to me ;)

Well, I gonna do a short review about my Year 2011 : ) 【To be honest, I just writing the stuffs there are still inside my memory : p】

2011

January

first tried on hair dyed

bought myself an new handphone

February

March

attended a drama show【 回忆】 at Tarc College hall

Honestly, I love this drama so much. It let me truly understand how important to have dreams in your life and also how you going to achieve it. I m deeply understand my own dreams and what shall I do to make my dreams come true. 【 回忆】has really big impacts on my life, even till now and also inspiration about my dreams.. Thanks my friend Cassie Wong who kept asking to watch this drama.

Went Jogoya with my gang 

April

May

Went for an job interview and got my first 2 months project part time job as beauty adviser aka skin care product promoter : )

June

Trip with my community sociology 第三团's friends.. A very happy and enjoyable trip.. since it has been a super long time didn face with them this much time... I love trip with them instead of dinner gathering ;) Hope to have more trips with my 下乡 friends in the upcoming day <3

 I miss you guys <3

July

August

September

Another trip with my secondary school friends <3 first trip with them.. also a very good and relaxing trip.. I just like to go trip so much ;) 

Genting trip : )

*Started my Advanced Diploma in Banking and Finance journey ;)

October 

Suppose to be a happy month cos it s my Birthday month.. But then.. emm... someone make me feel extremely heartache  【though it s hurt but not to the extent of heartbreak】he s my coursemate.. emm.. we ain't friend in fact, or i can use the word stranger to describe our r/s... Hmm.. I ve been observing him for about a year I think.. and sometimes I thought he does the same..Btw, this ended up with his sudden 'in a relationship' status.. guess what..I was so shock and sad when I saw it.. cried for few hours due to this... I always think that we are possible... so.. I guess... maybe Im the only side into this r/s.. perhaps, he doesn't even realize my existence... anyway, still wanna thank him- lhy aka khc for giving me such a precious lesson.. well, I quite proud of myself that I use no more than a week time to get rid of him in my life ;) No longer 【need you now】.. emm...one thing I wish to proclaim here.. don't get confused abt am I still  bother this matter.. definitely NO NO NO... the reason I would want to write it out here is simple.. this is just part of my life and one of the influential lesson I ve gained in 2011 ;) 

Birthday Celebration ;))

 

November

The biggest and most important month in 2011 which is my Diploma Convocation month..

Seriously, I vy appreciate my diploma convocation and the diploma certificate 【so called ''that paper''】

As you ve no idea how much efforts and hard work that I really put in this two years and four months.. and also how much obstacles and challenges I ve been gone through.. How much perspiration and tears to exchanged this so called paper... I m not an intelligence student.. my result is just so so only... yet, I still vy cherish my so so result... Hope it can get better at my adv dip level.. God Bless~

December

Got my second part time job as sanitary pad promoter.. Quite like this job so far.. Got to met many good people and friends... I just so lucky that I can met them.. they are so helpful and friendly ;)

Emm.. My English tutor praised me that I ve did a good job for my English individual presentation ;)  I m so so so happy with this compliment.. cos I still remember I did quite a poor performance on my previous English Individual presentation which is on the second sem of Diploma.. that s y I so scare and it might be the reason why I work so damn hard in preparing the presentation ;) I hope I can totally overcome the presentation fear one day : ) 

    

I m doing the Leadership of Steve Jobs

Done my review of 2011 and now the review of 2011 goals that I ve set at the begin of 2011

1.Same as previous year【Hmm.. so far so good rate 7/10】 

Study smart and hard,studies always come first
2. Get more closer with my dearest family 【 rate 8.5/10 】
I used to be so close with my family, but I wanna be even closer with them..like don't even have argument between us
3. Complete my Diploma In Banking and Finance in Sept 2011 【 10/10 congratulation to myself 】
4. Meet more friends 【 8/10】
Want to be more active and ''socialize''

5.No last minute study 【4.5/10】
Lol..my bad habit
6. Being thrifty 【7/10】
I hope I can control the desire of buying useless things
7. spend more time with my friends 【8/10】
Has start realizing that friends are actually playing that important part in my life,cherish our friendship
8. Control my emotion but not emotion control me 【6/10】
I'm those who would easily get affected by emotion..everything I decide in that time is strongly follow my mood in that time..always feel regret after that...

Personally think that my achievement is not bad.. haha... perasan betul...

Anyway, I ll keep improving and upgrading myself..

Planning my new year resolutions and goals ;) update it on my next post 

Happy Holiday.. Gotta enjoy my life to the fullest ;) Iloveit 

P/S: Shopping later with my lil sis.. hope that I wont overspend.. as u knw.. spending is the talent of almost all the gals ;))))) Happy Shopping Day

2012 ; )

It s already 2012.. How time flies.. 2012 is gonna be a good good year and wonderful year that I hope ;)

Well, the awesome thing of the first day of 2012 wassssssss my P came and visit me..wth.. and then I was suffer the menstrual pain the whole afternoon.. It was freaking pain till I choose to took the pain killer TT.... due to the stupid menstrual pain my revision mood totally been ruined TT please just let me finish my revision before my first paper start though I think it s quite hard

Still not yet make my wish list or the goals of 2012... will start thinking about it after exam.. Hehe

Don knw why suddenly feel so burden.. but in fact I can't find what I really annoying with other than my final exam..just ve no idea why :(

Gotta to burn midnight oil to catch up my MFS revision..actually I feel so reluctant to revise this subject, I would want to study law more than this subject... Yet, I could not make it.. who ask us to have MFS paper first then only Law paper.. so, in order to continue my law revision as early as possible..I have to finish my MFS revision as soon as possible... Hopefully tonight I can manage to finish 4 chapters... Ga Yao + U.. Wish me success in advance ;) haha...

Though can't celebrate new year eve with my friends yet I still had an enjoyable time with my family last night.. teehee

Lalalalallalalalal... study study... it s ALL about study... Good Luck & All The Best....

New aspiration XD

Emm... it s 3.50 a.m 31/12/2011 ... Im still awaking... *Good* 

and it s too sad to say that Im staying up till late isn't for revision but watching youtube... omg~ I have just done a vy cute and short revision today. Im gonna catch up alots tomoro.. damn : (

It was very sudden that I've got an new aspiration... which is............... I WANNA IMPROVE MY ENGLISH...... Just realized that my English is that suck and broken.. I going to read more English reading materials as frequent as possible... 

But there is one more important thing that I should do before I start my ways to improve my English that is make sure I LL BE ABLE TO FINISH MY REVISION AND GET MYSELF PREPARED FOR FINAL EXAM !!!!!!! 

Strive! Strive! Strive!

It s last day of  2011... Well.. Im truly deeply madly seriously sincerely hope that 2012 gotta be a good good year for me... Praying~ God Bless me

Gotta strive hard for my final exam... everything ll be fine 【 is attracting good things to me according to the book The Secret】

HAPPY NEW YEAR~

HAPPY 2012~ not forgetting to say bye to 2011 : )

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frame of mind

Using my X 10 blogging now.. And I freaking not used to it ><
Just wanna drop some words and sharing about my current mood here... ; )
Today supposed to be a moody day for me.. Due to my test result is so bad... Cant achieve my goal.. Thanks God for letting me to meet so much positive energy today...
Me is currently full of positive energy.. Happy : )))
Don't care la, all I need to do now is putting more efforts on my final exam.. Strive !!!
我的未来不是梦


Btw, Im missing him badly... Though can see him everyday... But its just not enough for me... I want something more than that... I want interaction !!! Im greedy and I know it...Haha...

All the Best to me and the one who s currently reading this blog post.. XDD

My Diploma Convocation XDD

很突然的心情，想写部落的心情.. 呵呵...很不懂做么就很想写
终于，所以的courseworks, presentations, assignments 和mid-terms 都搞定料。现在在等着我的呢..........
da da da ~ 就是final exam... Advanced Diploma 的第一个大考，很gan jiong 一下的喽！还没真正开始温书，不过快开始了 : )) 下星期吧.. 还有约了淑怡去图书馆找 past year paper 【假勤劳是我的专长 : P】...希望接下来的日子都能顺顺利利呗 ; )
Emm, 至于那些courseworks, presentations, assignments 和mid-terms 的成绩如何呢，我只能说顺其自然吧~是好是不好，我都得接受~ 【 LOL.. 只是讨厌BIAS的老师.. Fuck you.. 搞得我酱emo】
 
那天去神庙听了济公佛的一句话 ------》 过去的事你担心也改变不了，未来的事你也担心不来
不知为何，从济公佛口里说出的话，特别容易让我接受得到， I mean 是真正可以reach 到你思维。就这么样，我也看开了些事 : ) 感恩~阿弥陀佛


十一月对我来说是很忙碌的一个月，可是却因为Diploma Convocation 让我的十一月多了一些喜悦和快乐回忆。Convo 比我想象中的开心以及好玩多了.. 呵呵... 也因此对拉曼多了份温暖的感情 : ) 以前对拉曼的感觉就是下乡，下乡..... 还是下乡...下乡占我对拉曼最多的回忆 : D 【好想念2009/10 的第三团，现在就只剩下回忆可让我回味那段大家曾肩并肩打拼的日子: )】

我DAC12 的ex-classmates XD

难得吖！我很少拍照时会笑到那么灿烂到露出牙齿 : D

 

 

P/S: 就是edit照片就花了本小姐两个小时多..几有耐心一下 : P

很愉快的一个毕业典礼，虽然我的老爸老妈没能出席。我之前还因为这件事而哭了几个小时，甚至和我父母赌气...可是过后站在父母的角度想想，他们的确有他们的苦衷...加上身边也是有很多父母没能出席毕业典礼的朋友...所以，原来不是我而已...很多和我一样 ： ）也慢慢释怀了。
虽然如此，我还是有个很快乐的Convo ..真的很谢谢来我毕业典礼的朋友-----》 Neo Nyy, Wan Yin, Chee Mei, Melissa & Yee Mei...尤其是燕燕...对不起，没有出席你的毕业典礼: (  【promise 你下一个毕业典礼我一定会出席】

戴四方帽和穿起毕业袍的感觉好好哦！还有拿着一束束的花拍照...哈哈
希望Advanced Diploma 还有机会穿.....到时无论如何我都要我老爸老妈来.. 呵呵...还有还有下次我一定要穿长裤...整班女生只有我一个穿裙>.<... 谁叫我懒惰拿裤子去改...

还是努力在课业上打拼呗~ 这样才能更靠近我的梦想，加油！

感恩~ 有那么愉快的Convo.. 虽然我差点迟到兼狼狈地跑去college hall -.-'''
都怪自己那么爱‘磨’ ........【其实是...那天早上我忽然不是很想去...原因...上面提到料... 所以就一直拖咯...要不是要拿Convo ticket 给一个coursemate 我想我可能真的会不要去..哈哈】

不过我觉得自己还蛮幸运的，遇到的陌生人都很好...谢谢帮我穿毕业袍的女生和叫我快点赶过去college hall 的男生...

等下上完课要去Kepong一日游，帮我老妈子还mai那些一大堆的杂费...sien~

 Have a good day ~ 

 ♥ ♥ ♥

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